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Sometimes I feel life is abandoning me
I feel many times, repetitively in my life I am at the beginning of something. It seems it never ends that I am at the beginning of something, I never am at a higher stage, maybe because I never stay, because I never learn, because I change too much
It feels as if I have been wrong in everything I have done in my life regarding to studies and what to be in life. It seems I have wasted my time fulfilling the need to end and have the Degree or the practic document that says I have studied that just to avoid a worse bad. Just as the least bad.
It feels as if is really now when I have to ask me what I want to do in life, what I would like my job to be. When I am at this stage of age, with a background in something many times don't serve for anything here. Or in me, because it is most of times something that I don't want to do.
Maybe the only thing I really like from what I have done has been translation, but I have not enough training or experience to aspire to it. Then I ask myself if I should continue studying. But if you ask me, this sucks. I have been studying always, studying and working, studying. I have two Degrees and one Bachelor, and it is almost for nothing. That is.
And I feel completely wrong in my decisions, completely, completely wrong.-
I feel many times, repetitively in my life I am at the beginning of something. It seems it never ends that I am at the beginning of something, I never am at a higher stage, maybe because I never stay, because I never learn, because I change too much
It feels as if I have been wrong in everything I have done in my life regarding to studies and what to be in life. It seems I have wasted my time fulfilling the need to end and have the Degree or the practic document that says I have studied that just to avoid a worse bad. Just as the least bad.
It feels as if is really now when I have to ask me what I want to do in life, what I would like my job to be. When I am at this stage of age, with a background in something many times don't serve for anything here. Or in me, because it is most of times something that I don't want to do.
Maybe the only thing I really like from what I have done has been translation, but I have not enough training or experience to aspire to it. Then I ask myself if I should continue studying. But if you ask me, this sucks. I have been studying always, studying and working, studying. I have two Degrees and one Bachelor, and it is almost for nothing. That is.
And I feel completely wrong in my decisions, completely, completely wrong.-
2 comments:
Most of the people end up doing something completely different than what they have studied or trained for.
And, it seems you are now at a big cross road in life and have to choose which way you want to go. I can't help you with that. But I can tell you this: Just remember that there are no good or wrong/ bad choices in life. Because with every choice you make, new possibilities arise. The thing is, that you shouldn't regret the choices you have made. As long as you don't feel regret, then you are doing fine :)
Thanks so much for your words, paavei. surely you are right, the only thing now is that I don't know if I regret or not, I just don't know.
I feel too confused
xx
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