I have to laugh at me...

God I am the worst. he answered at the end, seems he has the worst of days, and I entered in meditation and don't feel bad about the common world, I just float in myself and some kind of love feeling surrounds everything.

I think I cannot be hard in any way. and I only can smile at him. why I see in everybody that intimal light of life and don't see people like other people do?

I must do something with my spiritual feelings, maybe?